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PREFACE
I would like to welcome you, inside my own, twisted wonderland. I am still that mysterious pessimist who roams the streets in black--it's just, right now, Im accompanied by my fangirled self and is completely and utterly clueless on reality right now. Beginning, as you ponder on as to why my whole layout is pink right now, and why im blue in my picture--I would be in my room squeeing on the fact that I have read fanfics of pure fluff and smut. Good Day.

THE FANGIRL

i'm in gryffindor!Sam.Sammerzsammie.1314. Opened her eyes for the first time last April 9.P!NK.Am Worth $1,658,230.Insects. Catholic. Life. Green Day.MCR. Hilary Duff. Twisted 1,2,3,4,5,6,7. Jessica Zafra. HARRY POTTER.School.Science. Dandelions .Digital Art. Webmistress. Pumpkin PieJournalism. Literature. Sleeping. Pen + Parchment= <3 .J.K Rowling.FANFICTION 90's Child. ZOMGFANGIRLSQUEEISHMEHARRYPOTTERISTEHAWESOME!, music=<3, Harry/Hermione Aries. Obsessive-Compulsive.

...ZOMGFANGIRLSQUEE!!



CURRENTLY

P!NKies Online
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DATE:2007 March 11th
TIME: 12:30 pm
WEATHER: Same as usual
DOING: Common Sense is needed, please.
WEARING: nothing...HAHA. you sick pervert! Of course im wearing something!
LISTENING TO: "This Aint a Scene, It's an Arms Race" by Fall Out Boy
MOOD: OMGZFANGIRLISTEHAWESOME!
FOOD: None.
WEB: Deviantart
QUESTION FOR THE DAY: " will you ever turn your layout pink? , er...obvious much?.

ICONS

Im not a murderer...im an artist.


THE FANGIRL BOARD



BEYOND THE QUILL

;;Bea
;;Pauline
;;Charm
;;My 1st Fanfiction ("The Outburst")
;;2nd Fanfiction ("Path Unfolded")
;;3rd ("Fake")
;;4th ("Illusion")
;;5th ("Harry Potter and the Urges to Tinkle")
;;6th ("A White Rose on a Black Carpet")


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If I forgot anyone who deserved credit-Please tell me by CBOX. Thank you.
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Friday, September 22, 2006

The telenovela of life has just unfolded before my very eyes.

Though, I caution you not be a part of it for it will not only ruin THEIR lives-but yours too. I know.

I am...how do I put it...a part of this. I have seen tears, blood, broken glass(or plastic), poems, More tears, betrayal, friendships ruined-in a span of 1 week. It has affected me very much that I cannot even think straight anymore.

Thus the term NEUROTICNESS comes in.

I always thought I knew that I had the right to live with no worries.

I was wrong.

And still-I slap myself constantly and wonder why I even allowed myself to be a part of this mess-THEIR mess. After all-all I wanted was entertainment out of it. Turns out, I got more of what I bargained for.

It pains me and my other friends to see her like that.

And yet I find it funny that her emotions are yet to be controlled.

On and off. On and off.

I just really want to laugh my ass off.

She makes a good decision-and backs away from it 10 seconds later. Such good entertainment, I dear say.

And I was forced to do something (ew, good gawd! Not THAT something!) which still traumatizes me to this very day. She's been bleeding. I HAD to do it.

She's turned EMO. EMO-just for him.

@#$% that #$%^#$%^&^%#!!

But what confuses me most is- slowly but surely, I find myself withdrawing my support from her and depositting it to the object of pure hate.

Im really confused.

O_L_O

I dont know what do anymore. I need to stop this.

I WILL stop this.

I am backing away from this soap opera.

I am going back to MY world-where lala land is present and Happy Tree Friends bunnies roam around. Where lollipops pop out out of nowhere and the skies are purple. Where SPCP floats on water and teachers wear pink (ALL teachers).

And where I find serenity.

F*CK it!~~


Sincerity shattered last 7:58 PM